February 2012
kxw asked: If there was an internet milkshake delivery company, I would order you a milkshake. =)
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Might take this laptop and my gaming laptop downstairs and surf, play Sims and watch Corrie and Hustle.
Probably a bad idea, but right now it seems like the right thing to do >.<
Will someone come here with milkshakes and hugs,...
It would be most appreciated <3
It's not all been bad news today...
I lost another pound on the scale - so I’m the lightest I’ve been since 2010 (and hopefully mandatory post-break up binging won’t affect this :P)
And, even better, I found out I got 75 (Distinction) on my third essay for uni :) (I find out more result over the next 2 weeks).
Feeling a bit better after talking to people, especially after I found out that The Bad Thing isn’t going to happen after all (so that’s made me feel a lot less guilty as he now doesn’t have to face it alone, which was one of the big reasons I stood by him).
One issue though, the nature of The Bad Thing suggests that Damien will have known about it ending when it did (over a...
It's done
And I feel fucking awful.
Epic hugs to Sadie for looking after me for the last hour <3
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Ugh. Much of this, as ever, is me trying to get my head straight; feel free to ignore me if you like.
So Damien’s tried to call me twice; I ignored it both times. I don’t want him being all nice to me to do what it normally does: undo the decision I made in light of last night. But he still texted me: “When you next coming down love I miss you loads I mean a lot too :(“ ...
“You can’t love someone for reasons. You can only love them for feelings.”
– Erin Foster
jefflyall94 replied to your post: Oh fucking hell. So I finally got hold of him at…
When was there last a happy time? Isn’t there like 95% hell 5% good times? Just a thought
Very true. I’ve gotten into the bad habit of clinging desperately to that 5%, but I just can’t be arsed any more.
I’m running on 2 hours’ sleep after a very restless snooze post-drama; I...
Here’s your update and play-by-play… As ever, it’s a bit wordy :p
Got through to him eventually. He kept hanging up the second I tried to have a real conversation and then refusing to answer the phone for a couple of minutes before the whole thing started again. This went on for half an hour.
In the end, I texted him one last time saying: “I give up. I can’t do this...
Oh fucking hell.
So I finally got hold of him at 3:15 (more than 3 hours since I started trying to get hold of him with no luck). He said he’s been at Charters all this time and they’d had a lock-in.
I got a bit mardy (to be fair, I am a bit knackered) pointing out he could have text me to let me know he was at a lock-in and would be late home. He retorted that I knew where he was. I...
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pengvin answered your question: I want an adventure!
Meeeeeeeeee
Woooo!! :D
Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls - it’s time for our weekly instalment of ‘Damien vanishes off the face of the earth while out on a night out’ …..I don’t even know any more… Here’s some cogis on a slide…
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I want an adventure!
Who’s with me?
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The results for our gobbets (mini-essays) still haven’t been released (they were due yesterday >.<), but I did find out that, if last year is anything to go by, then I should be finding out my final MA grade around my birthday.
…I’m not sure whether or not this is a good thing… :P
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Ok, so I’m dressed in tragically mis-matched clothes but am still reluctant to leave the house and walk all the way to co-op >.<
Does someone want to go for me? I will repay you in hugs and cookies <3
:P
pengvin replied to your post: annavelociraptor replied to your post: I want to…
GET A CAT
But dogs are so fskin happy! :D
Observe:
:D
annavelociraptor replied to your post: I want to trudge over to the Co-Op to buy copious…
Do ittt, get a good film on and a duvet and loads of food and a cat if you have one. I’ll be doing something similar… I’ve actually already finished the batch of cookies I made last night.. Haha x
I need to invest in a fluffy animal such as a cat or a small dog… until then Piggy will do :D
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pengvin replied to your post: I want to trudge over to the Co-Op to buy copious…
Many lonely weekend nights are spent stuffing my face with goodies like that :P
If this is to be my life from now on, then I’ll need to live much of my life on my exercise bike >.<
I’ve only just lost the bulk of the weight I put on after my last break up, I don’t want to put it all...
I want to trudge over to the Co-Op to buy copious amounts of chocolate, ice cream, sweets, crisps, and pop (luckily Valentine’s Day means that most of this is on offer at the moment) - I think my logical brain is pre-empting a break up binge :S
To be fair to logical brain, it is expected to snow tonight, so now is the time to stock up… and if we do end up staying together, well then...
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Absolutely feeling like shit today. Not necessarily physically (other than being intensely sleepy, that is) but just… shit. The only way I can really explain it is that I’m under a black cloud.. :/
I’ve got counselling later, but I don’t know whether to go or not: if I was in a mood to talk, the main thing that’s still buzzing round my head at the moment is all this...
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worldsafire:
“If you trust in yourself…”
“Yes?”
“…and believe in your dreams…”
“Yes?”
“…and follow your star…”
“Yes?”
“…you’ll still get beaten by people who spent their time working hard and learning things and weren’t so lazy.”
— Miss Tick to Tiffany Aching (Terry Pratchett, The Wee Free Men)
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pengvin replied to your photo: Tumblr lovin’, had me a blast… Here’s who I’m…
You’re my #1 tumblr crush too this week.
THE COOL CLUB LIVES AND REIGNS SUPREME :D
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:p
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