Oh fucking hell.

So I finally got hold of him at 3:15 (more than 3 hours since I started trying to get hold of him with no luck). He said he’s been at Charters all this time and they’d had a lock-in.

I got a bit mardy (to be fair, I am a bit knackered) pointing out he could have text me to let me know he was at a lock-in and would be late home. He retorted that I knew where he was. I replied “not really” as he’d said he was at SNAFU when I called him at 10 (which closes at 1:30, hence my panic). He hung up.

I tried calling him, but every time it connected, he hung up after 2 rings. He’s done this every time since. I texted him “If you’ve done nothing wrong then answer your phone”. He texted back “Lol did nothin wrong”. So I texted “Then why won’t you talk to me?”. He still won’t answer his phone.

My heart is beating like a jackhammer. I’m dizzy and shaky and I feel sick.

I can’t do this any more. I can’t.