Feeling better today, although very tired >.< (I slept ok last night, but I still haven’t caught up after Thursday night :/). Every now and then I’ll get that feeling in my throat (I’m too tired to remember the proper term) and feel like I’m going to cry, but so far I’m trudging along OK.

The lack of The Bad Thing, and the fact that Damien’s coping OK is helping a lot.

I was supposed to be going down town with Bush tonight but I asked him if we could avoid Rotherham tonight as I really don’t want to run into Damien any time soon (he’s being really good about the break up but I still think seeing each other (especially this soon after) will just upset the both of us). Luckily he’s agreed to hit Wickersley (a large village about half an hour’s walk from me which has a couple of decent pubs) instead :) 

Though if needs be, Matt has said if I decide to stay in then he and his dear friends Ben & Jerry will walk down and keep me company :p  I’m tempted to see if people want to just come and hangout at mine: Grandma’s going to my Aunties for the evening so we’d have full reign for the night, we could order Domino’s, eat ice cream and play on the Wii  :p

I’ll see how I feel at any rate; hopefully Bush and whoever else may be around would be OK with a night in rather than out if it does come to it.

And despite doubt on my part after the emotional fallout yesterday, I feel up to going to work today. Though I will be taking pop, sweets and reading material with me - I don’t want too much down time; it’s a quiet shift - and it was this shift last week was the last time I saw Damien :S - so having time to think too much is not advised.